Want to know how to make God laugh? Tell him YOUR plans for the future!
When I was growing up I was very, very shy. As a little girl if anyone besides family talked to me, I would hide behind my mother's leg. However, once I hit high school I really started to come out of my shell (some people are probably trying how to figure out how to get me back into that shell). Now I'm doing ventriloquism, puppetry, gospel illusion, singing in church (that's one of the times I really pity the congregation, let me tell you), and doing public relations stuff at work.As a teenager, I wasn't all that fond of kids and didn't really want anything to do with them. However, a cousin of mine who is as close to me as a sister, ended up having a kid when we were both 17. Wouldn't ya know it? That little squirt wrapped himself all up in my heartstrings and suddenly kids weren't so bad.
I had family members and friends who thought I should become a teacher. I used to say there was no way on earth I was ever going to be a teacher. No Way! Huh uh! Forget it! Then as I'm sitting in church one night, right out of the blue, comes this thought: "Maybe I should try being a Sunday School teacher." On the same night, about 5 minutes or so later, I kid you not, the Sunday School Superintendent came up to me and asked if I would consider being a Sunday School Teacher. That about floored me! Well, I ended up saying yes, and have been doing it ever since. The ironic thing is is that I hated Sunday School growing up. I had some bad experiences with it, but because of that I have been determined that the kids I teach don't go through the same thing I did, if I can help it. Now I can look back and say, of my decision to become a Sunday School teacher, it was one of the best decisions of my life. I have a burden for helping children know God and to get saved. We have a lot of hurting children out there who need to know that someone cares.
I've come to the decision that I would like to have kids someday, I think… uh, maybe…okay so the thought still scares me. I used to say to my youth leaders years ago that I was never having children! One of them said that every time I said that, God was going to give me like six. Boy am I in trouble, cause I said that a lot……yikes!
I still marvel at what God has brought me from – a shy little girl who hated Sunday School and wasn't fond of kids to an outgoing (most of the time, I regress every now & then) Sunday School teacher with a burden and love of kids. Who'da thunk it?
Well, whatever happens in the future, I've got God, and He doesn't call the equipped, He equips the called!